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NOT JUST A SYMBOL
THE YOUNG MAN CAME FORWARD, HIS FACE DRAWN AND SAD AND HE HELD OUT HIS HAND,
DISPLAYING HIS BADGE.
THE OLD CHIEF ROCKED SLOWLY AND PUT HIS HAND IN HIS LAP AND SHOOK HIS HEAD
GENTLY, AND SAID "WHAT IS THIS CRAP?"
THE YOUNG COP SNIFFED, AND FROM HIS EYES HE WIPED A TEAR, "I'VE GIVEN YOU
MY BEST FOR ALMOST ONE YEAR. BUT I MAKE NO DIFFERENCE, AS I ONCE THOUGHT I
COULD, THERE IS FAR MORE EVIL OUT THERE, THAN IS GOOD."
THE OLD CHIEF STARED UP INTO THE YOUNG ROOKIES EYES AND TRIED TO RECALL
SOMETHING CLEVER AND WISE "TELL ME," HE SAID, TO THE ONCE EAGER YOUNG
COP "HOW MANY DUI'S HAVE YOU POPPED?"
"FORTY TWO" THE ROOKIE SAID WITH GREAT PRIDE.
"AND HAD YOU NOT, HOW MANY
MORE WOULD HAVE DIED? IT IS NOT HOW MANY ARRESTS, NOW IS IT???
IT IS HOW MANY LESS ACCIDENT SCENES YOU MUST VISIT??"
THE KID HUNG HIS HEAD, AND FLEXED HIS STRONG HANDS, "BUT SIR,," HE
SAID, SOFTLY, "YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND. "WE'RE GREATLY OUTNUMBERED, THE
DRUGS ARE AT THE WORST, THE SCHOOLS ARE LIKE HELL AND THE STREETS, THEY ARE
CURSED." "DEALERS BREED LIKE ROACHES. ON THE KIDS, THEY ALL PREY, AND
EVEN WHEN ARRESTED, THEY ARE OUT THE NEXT DAY."
THE OLD CHIEF SET HIS JAW, AND
TAPPED A RED FINGER, AND ON THE YOUNG COP, HIS EYES SADLY LINGERED. "IF ONE
LITTLE KID CANNOT GET CONNECTED, IF ONE PREGNANT JUNKIE FINDS THE STRENGTH TO
REJECT IT, IF ONE LOUSY ADDICT DECIDES HE CAN BEAT IT, IF ONE CRACK-HEAD IN A
MILLION SAYS I JUST DO NOT NEED IT.. THEN YOU HAVE REMOVED HIS GREATEST
TEMPTATION,
IF ONLY FOR A NIGHT, IT MIGHT BE HIS SALVATION,
WARS ARE NOT WON BY THOSE WHO SAY: SCREW IT.
THEY ARE WON BY THE MEN WHO DECIDE THEY CAN DO IT.
THE ROOKIE PULLED UP AN OLD WOODEN CHAIR
AND RUNNING A HAND THROUGH HIS STOCK OF BROWN HAIR. ."BUT WHAT ABOUT THE
CHILDREN AND THE POOR BATTERED WIVES? WHY CAN'T WE STOP IT, AND FIX ALL THOSE
LIVES?"
"EACH TIME YOU SET A FOOT IN THAT SAME RUN DOWN HOUSE EACH TIME YOU GO BACK
TO BUST THAT SAME DIRTY LOUSE, FOR THE CHILDREN AND THE WIFE, THE VIOLENCE HAS
CEASED, IF ONLY FOR A FEW HOURS, YOU OFFER THEM PEACE." "YOU CAN NOT
DICTATE THEIR SAD CHOSEN PATH, YOU CANNOT STOP HIS BOOZE-LADEN WRATH, YOU CAN'T
PACK THEIR BELONGINGS AND CART THEM AWAY BUT YOU CAN PREVENT MURDER FOR JUST ONE
MORE DAY."
"BUT SIR," HE SAID, HIS HEART HEAVY LIKE LEAD,
"I KNOW THERE ARE DIRT BAGS WHO I WISH WERE DEAD, BUT THE PUBLIC, THE
PRESS, THE POLITICIANS FLING MUD, AND WHO SAYS THANK YOU, WHEN WE SHED SOME
BLOOD?"
THE CHIEF PURSED HIS LIPS, HIS ANSWER UNKNOWN
FOR HE KNEW IT WAS THE PAIN THAT HURT TO THE BONE, "THERE'S NO EASY ANSWERS
FOR THE ACHES THAT YOU FEEL, BUT APPRECIATION AND PRAISE AREN'T PART OF THE
DEAL." "THE RESPECT, GRATITUDE AND ADMIRATION, TOO WILL NOT COME FROM
THE PEOPLE WHO CAN NOT DO WHAT WE DO.... YOU ASK FOR A SENSE OF HONOR AND PRIDE
MY ADVICE, MY SON, IS TO LOOK DEEP DOWN INSIDE."
THE YOUNG COP STARED DOWN AT THE
BADGE IN HIS HAND AND HE KNEW HE WOULD NOT RESIGN AS HE PLANNED, FOR HE SAW THE
BADGE NOW AS NOT JUST SOMETHING HE DOES, IT WAS NOT JUST A SYMBOL...IT WAS WHAT
HE WAS.
~~~ Author Unknown
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